19. My Deepest Apologies

3/31/08 9:12 AM

I did not mean to smother or overwhelm you people with
my problems and feelings. One is the loneliest
number. I did not intend to bother any of you. I'll
try to keep it to myself from now on. When a person
is drowning in a raging torrent, he or she tends to
grasp and clutch at whatever is in reach. If my
desperation made any of you uncomfortable, I ask you
to forgive me. I have been made small by this
experience. Please allow me to share with you once in
a while, that I might feel that someone is out there;
that I am not alone. I am a deeply and fervently
passionate man, and my passion can be overwhelming.

I know some of you (not too many, I hope) think I am a
pain in the ass. I can be. I will try to be a better
person. I will try to keep my emotions to myself.
Allow me please to release once and again. I have
nothing else.

Forgive me, my friends...

PS: Setting up my new equipment. If anyone needs any
graphics done, blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah.

Again, I am so sorry.